this: here, is creepy.

i tried it & this is what it said about me:

Enough is enough ... you feel frustrated and rejected .... You are fighting back .. and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace ....

You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.

You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress .. and this is a result of continuous frustration ... You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs... and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate ... someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different .... to be individualistic ... to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely.... but this, being on your own, this being lonely ..often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life ... those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong... This destructive attitude could come under the heading of "A self fulfilling prophesy".This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So mow turn it about... As you "think"... so you are ... So "imagine" yourself successful ... "Pretend"... "Act it out" and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.

anyone who's noticed i've prettty much dropped off the earth for the past few weeks....well, the above kind of sums it up. especially that first line.

i love it when your entire life can be reduced to the selection of 8 spinning cubes on a computer screen.

i hate my life.