ok.

i'm breaking my silence.

speaking of girls. once, just once. i'd like to meet one that i like where we didn't have a conversation that goes:

her / me : "Have you ever had a nervous breakdown?"
me / her : "yup, you?"

and then continues with mutual descriptions of both of them.

f**k

at least i'm up to casual physical contact & compliments with perky girl. or sue as she's colloquially known.

oh.

and i'm not the one making the compliments, or the casual contact either.

i hate my life.